I'm not Supermom!

Peekaboo…Guess who!

2010-06-11T00:18:00.001-05:00

Yep, thats right, you aren’t rid of me totally. I’m up sick tonight, and am actually using my phone as a modem to get online. I have no idea if this will even post…lol its worth a shot though.

Living with the in laws isn’t as stressful as it could be. The main stress is H-O-T weather keeping all four kids inside and pent up with way to much energy.

Life back home is, well, like we never left. We just slipped back into our old routine, and old habits. Its been nice, you really can come home again.

Casanova got a job right away, unfortunately it didn’t work out, so we’re looking again. His unemployment has yet to go through, and due to the ten hours he worked at that job, it will be delayed a while while they “investigate” to make sure he did everything he could do about the situation. It would be so easy to flip out, and stress my days away, but really, what a waste would that be?

The other day my father in law came to us with an idea, one that could change our lives forever. I’m excited, very excited to see where it could take us.

We’re still in the very beginning stages, where the idea is just that, an idea, but we’re wanting to move quickly, and hopefully I’ll be able to share more with you soon.

We’re also busy planning Diva’s 10th birthday party. We’re having a Hollywood themed party, red carpet and all. Its all very exciting.

I hope to be able to share pictures soon, and I am working on catching up on my blog reading. And, hopefully soon, we’ll have stable internet access. I miss ya’ll! Hope your summer is starting out great!

Stinkerbell is 6!!

2010-05-12T00:00:00.000-05:00

Six years ago. I woke up around 4:30 am feeling crampy and icky. I was overdue with my third child.

I woke Casanova and told him if I was still feeling the same at 5 that he should call the midwife. About 15 minutes later, I decided we weren’t waiting. So I woke him again and said CALL! He rolled over, looked at the clock said “Its not 5” and tried to go back to sleep. Since our midwife had at least a 45 minute drive, and my labors are fast and furious, I insisted he call.

I went and got into the warm bath to try and sooth my body during the contractions that now seemed to come right on top of each other. The plan was to have a water birth. We had bought the pool, had it all inflated and ready to go.

The midwife showed up around 6:30 and I was in the tub working through the contractions, when Casanova came in and said he had to run to wal mart to pick up attachments for the sink to fill the pool. Um, nope. Gone were my visions of a water birth. I was concentrating to hard to freak about it though. Sitting in the hard bathtub was getting increasingly more painful, so I decided to switch to the shower, and let the water hit my back. This felt perfect, but I needed support, so on a whim I yanked Casanova into the shower with me. He was fully dressed, shoes, wallet everything. He scrambled to get his valuables out of the water as the contractions came rolling one after another. The hot water ran out and the midwife asked me to get out so I could be checked. I got out and gripped the bathroom sink while another contraction siezed my body. It was then that my water broke.

“Oh Crap!” were my words. I knew from experience that once the water broke it was about to get HARD. I tried to lay down for the midwife to check me, but couldn’t. My body wasn’t having it. I squatted at the bottom of our bed and started saying “I can’t do this!” Casanova just smiled, because he knew that was transition for me, and baby wasn’t far behind.

The urge to push suddenly overcame me, and I couldn’t NOT push. I didn’t ask, I just said I’m pushing! It was 7:40am.

Perfect and beautiful, Stinkerbell entered this world at 7:42 am. May 12, 2004.

She was healthy, and perfect, and I was doing great. Casanova went and got me a McDonalds hot breakfast while she and I were being monitored. I nursed her for the first time, she dozed off to sleep, and Casanova and I climbed back into our bed and took a well deserved nap. Life went on as it always had, she just fit right into the routine.

It was my one and only homebirth and I’d do it over again and again if I could.

She was full of personality from the beginning and every day has been an adventure.

She comes by her nickname honestly. She can be a stinker.

But she’s also oh so sweet. Just bats those big baby blue eyes, and thinks she can get away with anything.

Happy 6th Birthday Stinkerbell! I love you so!

And the hits just keep on coming!

2010-05-07T11:28:00.001-05:00

I miss you all so much! But life is a whirlwind right now!

We’re moving! Back to East Texas. So my life is now an ocean of boxes, packing tape and sharpies.

Crazy crazy life I tell ya!

Soon I hope to tell you all about it, and what has transpired over these past few weeks. Just rest assured, I haven’t forgotten about ya’ll and hope to get back to posting soon.

Where am I?

2010-04-27T10:16:00.003-05:00

I posted over here today! (BTW: since going back 'on the wagon' I'm down 8 pounds!) So click over and leave some love. Not only for me, but for all the other wonderful peeps on this journey!

I’m still alive!

2010-04-26T07:40:00.001-05:00

I’m still here. Survived the first week of homeschooling. Loved it.

Casanova’s kidney “thing” turned out to be a cyst. Its shrinking already and no further action is needed. Yay!

Struggling with Sam being gone right now. This is the time we should all be on pins and needles waiting to hear the good news. Instead, today marks two months to the day since we said good bye.

In addition, today is my brother and sister in laws two year wedding anniversary. I have a feeling it will be bittersweet for them.

Just wanted to pop my head in and say “Hi”! I miss you all, and hopefully I will be back on top of the blog soon. Family is coming first right now, I know you understand.

May be scarce

2010-04-17T22:53:00.001-05:00

After much soul searching, conversation, and prayer, we came to the decision to withdraw our kids from the public school system and begin homeschooling them immediately.

This will slow down my posting schedule, my response time, and my tweets significantly I’m sure.

I will be doing my best to keep up with my own schoolwork while teaching my children. We went shopping tonight and picked up enough books and supplies to last us the next 6 weeks until we break for summer. Tonight, I’m sitting and writing lesson plans and getting organized. Its been a crazy whirlwind of a couple days, but I am confident that we are doing the right thing for our family.

I won’t disappear altogether, and, hopefully you won’t even notice a difference in how often I’m here.

But, if I am missing a while, don’t worry, I’ll have to come up for air eventually! ;)

Public School, College and Casanova’s Kidney

2010-04-16T11:34:00.001-05:00

This school year has been filled with difficulty. From bullies, to rude lunch ladies, to lying nurses, I have had my fill. I have homeschooled before. I know I am able to, and I know that I can do it well.

My fear is that if I pull the kids out of school, that I will end up having to drop out of college (again) because homeschooling is time consuming. I know it sounds selfish, but I don’t want to leave school!

I do not feel it is wrong of me to hold our school system to a high standard. We entrust them with our most precious people after all!

Next year, the kids will be in a different school- same district, different school. I am hoping this will result in a better experience.

There is a month and a half left of school. After today’s experience, I’m afraid I don’t know what to do. Pull them out and homeschool for the remainder of the year? Or suck it up for the remainder and hope for the best come fall. I hate choices like this.

As for Casanova’s kidney. If you follow me on twitter, on Tuesday you would have seen my tweet that doctors found a growth on his kidney.

How this all went down is a little crazy. You see, Casanova has had shoulder problems for years. He has been seeing a chiropractor, who ordered a MRI of his shoulder, neck and lower back. He had the MRIs done, well the chiro never received the report. Tuesday was his first appointment with his orthopedic doctor for his shoulder. We brought the MRI disc with us, and they called and got the report.

The PA came in and explained that they had found a growth on one of his kidneys. They recommended we get a sonogram as soon as possible to find out what was going on.

So today, at 3:30 central time, we will go for a sonogram. I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t worried. But I am trying to just turn it all over to God.

Winner Winner!!

2010-04-16T10:14:00.001-05:00

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Commenter number 4 which is :

Lindsay on April 12, 2010 4:32 PM said...

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I hesitate

2010-04-15T10:59:00.001-05:00

I hesitate to write this, and put this out there. Because I’m afraid I will fail-AGAIN. In front of everyone. But you are my friends, and as my friends, I need your support.

I am doing the weight loss thing AGAIN. I have been back “on the wagon” for a couple weeks and as of this morning I have lost 5.2 pounds.

I am working with a fitness/diet coach this time around, and am involved in a very diverse group of people in a form of competition.

I have an inspiration wall up in our guest room :

I love all the blank space on the board so I can add to it as I find other things that inspire me. The outfit- well, that’s what I want to be wearing when I say hello to my last year as a “twenty-something”. In other words, thats what I want to wear to my birthday party this year. (September) I have 21 weeks to drop 3 dress sizes. Think I can do it?

Pouring My heart out- Kids

2010-04-14T08:00:00.002-05:00

Today I am linking up with Shell over at Things I can’t Say .

I’m jumping in in the 5th week of Pour Your Heart out. Why so late? Well, nothing really came to mind before.

Today though, I’m going to talk about kids. You all know, I have four. Four wonderful, beautiful, spirited kids.

What you may or may not know, is that I’m the oldest of six. That’s right. SIX.

What I want to talk today about is the thought of having “just one more”.

There is a part of me that longs for that again. Just once more. To do the baby thing again and all the joy that surrounds it. To have a house filled with baby things, and baby sounds. To experience all those fun firsts again. There is a part of me that craves it.

People around me announcing pregnancies doesn’t help. People who were “two and through” for years (6) are planning for another baby to enter their lives.

Can I be honest? I’m jealous. I envy them. I’m not saying I’m not happy for them, because I am. I guess, I envy them the choice. Casanova had a vasectomy before Bossman was born (a month or so before). So even if I was able to talk him into it, there’s no chance. (and no, he won’t have a reversal)

I know that sooner or later I have to make that step, the step from mothering small children, to mothering older kids, teenagers etc. I know that I’m in school full time, in an effort to “move forward” and do something for myself.

But, I do wonder. Did we act to soon in doing the “permanent” thing? I know I suffered from preeclampsia with Bossman, but it was the first time. I was also at my heaviest with him. If I lost more weight, got fit, chances are, I’d be fine.

Did we act to soon? Did we make the wrong choice? Is there another baby out there for us that we’ll never see, because we chose to close that door?

I guess we’ll never know. And that makes me sad. So I spend time with the ones that call me Mom. And I’m thankful for every minute!

Head over to Shell’s to read the rest of today’s posts.

PS: Don't forget to enter my giveaway here

Happy Monday! A Giveaway!

2010-04-12T09:52:00.001-05:00

Summer is coming! Summer is coming! I have been walking each afternoon up and down my street. I leave about 45 minutes before the bus drops off the kids, so I walk until they get off the bus and then walk them home. I realized the other night, that I’ve developed quite a tan on my arms and chest from this. (My poor legs are stark white)

Since I normally sport a ‘farmers tan’ it excites me to have my entire arm looking great! Add that to my dedication to exercising (something I have hesitated to post about here, since I crashed and burned last time I mentioned it) I know I will be loving the tank tops this summer.

I just had one problem. My upper arms were so dry, and yucky. I have tried everything, but nothing seemed to work. So, on Saturday, I set off on a search for a sugar scrub as a last ditch effort. What I settled on was this:

Some like it hot scrub from Soap and Glory. I read the package and it says warming. I think, hmm, ok, nice, but how well does it scrub. Well let me tell you girls, when this package says HOT it means HOT. I even had to test it out on Casanova to show him. It felt GREAT. This scrub has two different sugars, and white sand in addition to oils . It smells good, feels even better and it WORKS! My arms are still soft!

I am so excited to finally have found a product that works on my arms! So excited in fact that I want to share it with you! One lucky commenter will be shipped a bottle of this scrub to try for themselves!

All you have to do is leave a comment telling me your favorite thing about summer!

You can get a second entry by tweeting about this giveaway and leaving a SEPERATE comment letting me know so (be sure to include your twitter name so I can follow you if I’m not already)

I will take entries until Friday April 16th at 10am central time. Winner will be chose in random.

(Please note: Soap & Glory is NOT a sponsor of this giveaway or review. They don’t even know I exist, and could probably care less about my smooth arms.)

Winner Winner!!

2010-04-08T06:00:00.000-05:00

Holly from I Heart Bowheads is the winner of the $20 gift card. Email me at mlynette@gmail.com to let me know if you want Itunes or Amazon!

Thanks for playing!

Peek a Boo!

2010-04-06T14:59:00.001-05:00

I know, I left ya’ll high and dry last week. I totally went MIA.

Easter weekend came and just knocked me on my rear end!

Plans were made a month ago, fell through at the last minute, resorted, remade, all of that stuff. It was pure and total chaos and lack of sleep.

I don’t have a real juicy, meaty post for you today, but I will leave you with some pictures from Easter. Hope you had a blessed one!

Sleepy kiddos on the trip back East. (we ended up going down in 3 cars, these were the three that were in the car with me and JoJo)

And they’re OFF!!!

Remember a while back when I told you about my friend Jaime over at Cherry Tart Designs? I told Casanova that all I want for Mothers Day is a pedicure and a photo pendant necklace.

So since the kids were dressed up, and so sweet looking, and I had ~~chocolate to bribe them with~~ a pretty background, we worked on getting a good picture for my necklace.

And then finally, a sentimental one. A picture that I’m sure will be treasured for many years.

Me, and all my babies with my grandparents.

April Fool’s Day!

2010-04-01T05:00:00.000-06:00

Do you have any big plans for the day?

Who are you tricking?

I started a tradition with the kids a couple years ago. A very special April Food’s day dinner.

Looks like grilled cheese and a cupcake right?

Are ya sure?

My guess is no ;)

This was our first annual April Fool’s day dinner. The “grilled cheese” is actually pound cake (broiled just a bit) with orange frosting. The “cupcake'” is meatloaf with colored mashed potatoes on top for ‘frosting’.

I can’t find my pics from last year, but we did a “pie” that was actually meat and potatoes again, along with “fish sticks” that were actually wafer cookies covered in corn flakes and starburst “peas and carrots”

This year, I think I’m going to try my hand at these.

I’ll be sure to post pictures soon. Happy Fooling!

Wordless Wednesday

2010-03-31T05:00:00.000-06:00

Just had to share!

2010-03-30T11:09:00.000-06:00

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Thirty before 30 on the 30th!

2010-03-30T05:00:00.000-06:00

Make sense? As promised here is my Thirty before 30 update.

Not much has changed since my last update, BUT I have been proactive in a few areas.

Have you met Lacey? If not you need to get your little hiney right over to her blog and check her out. I love it, so fresh, sweet, and well, I just smile when I read her.

She is starting a book club! I am so very excited that I got in on this gem!

It is really going to help me accomplish number 9 on my list “Read 50 new books (5 down as of March '10)”

Plus, I’m SO excited to be pushed out of my “reading comfort zone” and read books that might be slightly different than what I pick out for myself.

I have my book all picked out and ready to send, and I’m already looking forward to the day when it finds its way back to me.

If you follow me on twitter (link is on my sidebar) then you already know that I’m also in the process of completing number 8 on my list “Get a tattoo”. I’m getting a tat in honor of Sam. Casanova is helping me design it. I will be sure to take pictures once I have it done. Maybe even a whole blog on the process. :)

So there ya have it. My Thirty before 30 update on the 30th.

I leave ya with a picture from our day at the zoo.

Monday Monday

2010-03-29T07:11:00.001-06:00

I’m getting a slow start this week! Normally I have all my posts for the week all ready and scheduled to post by Sunday night. Yesterday though, I was a little busy enjoying time with my little sister. :)

Today is my brother’s birthday. Sam’s dad. He’s turning 23.

We’re full on potty training Bossman now. Undies all day, diapers only at night. Its already been stressful, but only because of he is so stubborn. He knows what he’s supposed to do, he just chooses not to do it.

I’m going to use my sisters visit to my advantage and do some major spring cleaning this week while I have an extra set of eyes and hands.

I know the blog has seemed like birthday city, but we’re done with big birthdays until May. Then Stinkerbell turns 6!!

Brainiac went to school today in a shirt and tie. He was in hog heaven.

Hope you all have a very happy Monday!

My Special boy.

2010-03-28T06:00:00.002-06:00

I'm participating in a new (to me) Meme today.

Jane over at Adoption of Jane has a meme about special needs kids.

Well, I don't know if you know or not, but my Brainiac is one of those.

When he was 5 we recieved a triple diagnosis of ADHD, OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) and GAD (General Anxiety Disorder)

He is currently only taking a medication for ADHD but it seems to help slightly with his other symptoms.

Like any family we have our good days and our bad days.

When we recieved his diagnosis, I realized we had to change our entire parenting method with him.

For example, before his dx, I dreaded going to the store with him because he couldn't keep his hands off stuff. When we took him to the dr for the first time, we were given stacks (I kid you not) of paperwork, so I was forced to watch closer to exactly what he was doing in the stores so that I could record it. What I found was that he was actually FIXING things. He was organizing, and cleaning up the ailes.

Once I realized this, I had to become OK with allowing him to do his thing. I had to break out of that "stop touching things" mode, and let myself realize that he is not doing any harm, and its helping him cope with the chaos that is his world.

I have to be ok with other parents looking at me like I'm a bad mom for letting him touch things.

I have to be ok with store clerks noticing what he is doing (especially in Bath and Body works *grin*) and making a big (positive) deal about it.

I have to be ok.

Because he is.

So there ya have it. A little bit about my special needs child. I look forward to sharing more of him with you. :)

PS: Please forgive my strange format and clumpy picture placement. I wrote this post on Blogger and not Windows Live Writer like I normally do. What was I thinking?

Happy 3rd Birthday Bossman!

2010-03-27T05:00:00.000-06:00

Your birth story is an eventful one. You weren’t due until the end of April, but due to mommy’s kidneys shutting down, and my blood pressure sky rocketing, the doctors decided to induce me early. I’d never been induced before so needless to say I was a little nervous.

This picture was taken at my baby shower- two days before I was induced. Look how puffy :(

The induction started at 6am,

and you were born at 4:45pm.

A long labor for me, (others were 6, 4 and 2 hours respectively)

The delivery was more than a little traumatic for me, and you. I didn’t get to see or hold you for about 10 hours after you were born. Except for the short time when they put me on my chest immediately after. You had inhaled some fluid, and had low blood sugar.

Daddy took these pictures of you and I was able to see them while I waited to hold you again. When I did get to see you it was for 20 minutes at a time every two hours.

This is one of the first pictures I took of you. Bad angle, but if you look closely you can see Daddy’s foot in the background. This was about 3am.

We found out the next day that you had also broken your collar bone during delivery.

You healed quickly though, and started to grow like a weed!

Soon you were a sweet one year old baby. On the brink of toddlerhood.

Then you turned two. What a fun year that was!

Today you turn 3, and what fun this will be! Even though you drive me crazy most days, I know you are just learning your way.

I love you little man! Enjoy your day in the spotlight. (and give mom a break every once and a while k?)

Happy Birthday!

2010-03-26T05:00:00.001-06:00

(Yeah, that’s me @ about 15. )

Happy Birthday

(yeah, thats me on the swing, at about the same age)

To my little sister.

With all your goofiness

And thoughfullness

You always make me smile.

I hope your 15th Birthday is filled with flowers, and rainbows.

Don’t forget you get your good looks from me. ;)

I dedicate this to you, see you Sunday! (she gets to come spend a whole week with me!!! I’m over the moon excited!)

YoTweeps Twaffic Exchange!

2010-03-25T07:01:00.001-06:00

Sooooo, I’m trying to be a Tweeter. Really. With the addition of Chloe to my techno family, (for newcomers, Chloe is my new Android phone that makes my life so easy peasy now!) tweeting is at my fingertips.

So I decided to jump on Chief and Supah’s bandwagon once more and try this out to get some followers.

By: Twitter Buttons

DIRECTIONSL:
To play along and increase your twitter twaffic do the following:
1. Click on my twitter Icon above. Follow me first of all!
2. MAKE A BLOG POST LIKE I am doing. Copy and Paste these directions.
3. Grab the YO Tweeps Twaffic Exchange Button. Put him in your post.
(He's so cute. Put him on your sidebar too if you're that kinda girl. )

5. Put a twitter icon / link on your blog post like I did. It should directly link to your TWITTER PROFILE.

By: Twitter Buttons
6. Now link up your post below!
7. Visit some other #YOTweeps linkers on the list.
8. Follow them if you choose and shout out to them on twitter that you are following so they can instantly follow you if they're on. (Follow their blog as well if you're interested.)
Example:
@mlynette981 #yotweeps I'm following!
9. If someone follows you JUST reciprocate. It's that easy.

Oh dear power company part 2

2010-03-25T05:00:00.000-06:00

So when I last left you, I had just dealt with three tiers of rude people at our power company.

When the 12th came, I went online to pay our bill as I promised, and lo and behold I see “become our fan on facebook”

Well, I figured since talking to supervisors and expressing my displeasure with their customer service wasn’t getting me anywhere….

So I sent them a little note on their page and forgot about it.

A few days go by and I get an email asking about my issues from their “media relations” department. I replied, and get a phone call a few days later.

The lady, starts out nice, but as I tell her my issues, she becomes increasingly rude. She kept trying to focus on my high bills rather than the customer service issue. When I told her that I rarely run our heat she all but called me a liar.

She tried to give me some energy saving tips, and told me my summer bills will be lower. (uh huh, we’ll see)

Diva came in with the mail on Monday and hands me a package. Hand written brown envelope, I open it up to find:

Gee. Thanks. I guess the Simply Better Cooking is a bonus?

Now about that customer service…….

Oh, dear, dear Power Company

2010-03-24T05:00:00.000-06:00

I’m sorry, I’m afraid you mistook me for dumb Joe-Bob Jones down the street. Yeah, uh, guess what? I’m not.

You see, this all started a few weeks ago. Somehow I got off track with my bills, and I ended up getting a late notice from our power company. The last day to pay was the 10th. Casanova got paid on the 12th. Well, usually this wouldn’t be a problem except this bill was for $462. For one month. So I would not have the money until payday. I called (which I HATE doing, and you will know why in a minute)

Now, let me backtrack a bit to tell you a little bit about me. I am a STICKLER for customer service. When I walk into a place, I expect to be treated well, no matter how much or how little I may be spending. I expect to receive good customer service. Everywhere. I will also say this, I have been on the flip side, and have provided customer service, my husband and one of my best friends currently work in the customer service industry. So I know how it works on the “other side”, possibly making my expectations much more stringent.

I once received bad customer service at an electronics store, walked out and didn’t step back into one for 5 years. Seriously. But that’s a story for another day.

Back to the day I called big power. I explained the situation to them, told them I just needed 24 hours (barely) and I would pay first thing in the am on the 12th.

First person says “nope, sorry” So I ask for a supervisor. She tells me that one will call me back within 24 hours. I have heard that before, so I tell her no, I will wait. I had to tell her that 4 times before she got me a sup.

I tell the Sup the same thing, and she tells me she doesn’t have the authority to provide the extension. I ask her to find me someone who does. Again, I’m told “my supervisor will call you back within 24 hours” Sorry, not good enough. I have worked in call centers before, Casanova has worked in several, I know how these things work.

I finally get a lead supervisor on the phone, I repeat the situation, and after being put on hold twice he tells me that I have a “one time extension”. I say fine, thank you, that’s what I needed.

I proceed to ask him about our high bills. I am a very warm natured person. I’m always hot. I rarely wear a jacket, and hardly run the heat in the house. Why is my bill nearly $500?

I get a snippy “because you are using a lot of power. What else do you want?”

Stay tuned tomorrow for part 2 of this story.

Post It Note Tuesday

2010-03-23T05:00:00.001-06:00

PMS edition. You are warned.

Head to Supah's and play along. All the cool kids are doing it!

Spring Break & Brainiac’s Bday

2010-03-22T11:15:00.001-06:00

This past week was spring break. I have to say it was enjoyed, even though we didn’t really “do” anything. It was nice to have the kids at home, not have to rush around to get out the door in the morning. Its always a nice break from the tedious every day.

Friday, as you all know, was Brainiac’s 8th birthday. We took him out to eat at Chili’s that night.

He was a little taken aback by the singing, but once everyone left it was open season on that dessert. I kid you not when I say the kids each grabbed a spoon, the huddled around it, a minute later sat back and the plate was empty.

It was like they have never had chocolate before. They have. I swear!

The aftermath.

Brainiac’s main gift from us, was a scooter.

After dinner, we headed home and he was able to use the last little bit of daylight to try it out.

Of course there was a tumble, and I had to capture a picture of all the injuries. Stinkerbell had hurt her elbow earlier in the day, Bossman fell walking from Chili’s to the car, and then Brainiac fell off the scooter…the result:

So that was ours! How was your spring break?

My new Friend..

2010-03-21T16:25:00.001-06:00

Holly at I heart bowheads is hosting a giveaway!

You can win a $25 voucher to fibers.com!!!

How awesome is that?

I love that you can create your own tee. And I LOVE tee shirts.

So head on over to Holly’s blog and enter to win!

Thirty before 30 Update

2010-03-21T07:00:00.000-06:00

Sooo, I haven’t done that great. Honestly, I made the list and then forgot about it. And then I realized that I have less than 18 months before my 30th birthday. I have GOT to get on the ball with this stuff. So I pulled it back up to have a look and see what I need to do.

Thirty before 30.

We already know I’m working on number 23.

Oh, and number 25? Done. Did it. I don’t remember if I shared or not.

Our Headboard before…..

And After:

Here’s what it looks like with our bedding:

I love it!

Other than reading 5 books, I haven’t done much else. So I’m getting serious about it.

I have put this button on my sidebar, and the plan( HAH) is on the 30th of each month I will give an update on how I’m doing. You can click the button at any time and read all the posts with the tag 30 before 30.

Cherry Tart Designs

2010-03-20T07:00:00.000-06:00

I have one of the most creative, and awesome friends ever!

You can also find her blog here.

Check out some of her designs

I LOVE her paper bag albums. She gave me one as a gift when Bossman was born. Inside are nice little pockets and designs. Downright lovely.

She takes custom orders too if you don’t see anything in her shop that’s just right.

These are another of my favorites! Refrigerator albums. They have strong little magnets on back, great for not only the kitchen, but someone with an office!

Again, she takes custom orders, and is SUPER SUPER sweet to work with.

These lovely little magnets are mine. Well, Diva’s. They were a custom order. I’ve gotten to where I just tell her, “this is what I have in mind, these are the colors, now GO” Or something along those lines *grin* She never ceases to amaze. Beyond perfect every time!

But really, Check. These. Out.

Custom Photo pendants (or magnets) How awesome are these? I have two on their way to me now as little surprises for Diva and her Best friend.

There is so much more she can do! Any event you have coming up- birthday, anniversary, baby shower, wedding shower- any of Jaime’s stuff would make the perfect unique gift. She’s my go-go gal when I want something special at a great price!

So Run! Don’t walk to Cherry Tart Designs! Tell Jaime I sent ya!

Just Dance Your bloggy off- Cotton Eye Joe

2010-03-19T11:07:00.002-06:00

Ok, so after watching all of last weeks videos, I decided it just looked to fun not to participate in! So I ran out and got me a copy of Just Dance for Wii, and joined in the fun.
I had to think long and hard about actually participating (by posting a video) or not, because, well, I am very self conscious. But I decided, what the hey, no body's perfect, and its all for fun right?
So here I am!

Head on over to Shell's or Supah's to see the rest of the videos!

(oh, and if you like my video be sure to tell them you want to see me win fan favorite!)

Make an on-line slide show at www.OneTrueMedia.com

8 years ago..

2010-03-19T07:00:00.000-06:00

(forgive the exposed bra straps)

Eight years ago today, I became a mama of two. Diva was just 20 months old when Brainiac was born. He was due on St Patrick’s day, but held on a couple extra. He came into the world with strawberry blonde hair, and bright red skin.

He was such a good baby, and his personality soon showed through.

He was a lover of pattern, of routine.

He loved to cuddle, and loves his family.

(Halloween when he was 3, and Diva was 4)

Brainiac gets his nickname, because, well he is. He taught himself to read at the age of 4. We recently had a conference with his second grade teacher who informed us that he’s tested out of all the tests they can give him at this level. He even tested on a third grade district wide benchmark test and aced it. He reads 175 words per minute with 100% accuracy and comprehension. He just blows us all away.

But all those smarts don’t take away from time to be silly. Being silly is one of his favorite things to do.

No matter how busy he is with being silly, or being smart. He always has time for his mama.

Happy 8th Birthday! I love you bud!

My first ever contest!

2010-03-18T07:00:00.003-06:00

Ok Peeps, here’s the deal.

I like you. But I also know there’s a WHOLE lot of other people out there that I will like also.

(see, I’m looking, I know they are out there)

Enter my first ever contest.

The rules are simple, you send people my way, they tell me you sent them. I keep track. At the end of the contest (April 1st) I will start to add up the results. Whoever has the most points wins!

Ah, wins what???

Well you have your choice- $20 gift card to either Amazon or I-tunes. (but keep your eyes peeled- I may add to this prize as time goes on)

So how do you get points?

1. Your Blog! Post my button on your blog, or make a blog post including my button. Let me know you did so by linking your post below.

2- Make sure you tell your friends to let me know you sent them- when someone new follows me AND leaves a comment letting me know who sent them, you and your friend will both get a point.

3. Follow me on Twitter (link on my sidebar) Again, be sure to let me know you are following!

4. Become my fan on Facebook! (see the left sidebar)

So that’s it. Easy Peasy Lemon Squeasy!

I will keep track of the points, and the winner gets their choice of a $20 Amazon gift card OR a $20 I-Tunes gift card.

And, in case anyone was wondering why I want more followers- with less than 18 months left, I am working on knocking out my 30 before 30 list. Check out number 23.

If I meet and/or exceed that goal I will add more fun prizes!

Are you wearing green today?

2010-03-17T10:49:00.001-06:00

I am!

Erin Go Bragh!

Yo Tweeps: Twaffic Exchange!

2010-03-17T07:30:00.004-06:00

So I decided to jump on Chief and Supah’s bandwagon once more and try this out to get some followers.

By: Twitter Buttons

Post It Note Tuesday!

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head on over to Supah’s to see more Post-Its and get in on the fun!

The winds of change!

2010-03-15T10:48:00.001-06:00

Are you ready???

I’m working on a bloggy overhaul, complete with a contest coming up at the end of the week. (with a real prize!)

So get ready! And forgive me if things start looking a little crazy around here. It will be a comedy of errors I’m sure.

Friends

2010-03-12T23:27:00.001-06:00

Good friends are so rare. But oh so treasured.

Tonight brings the opportunity for us to spend some time with some of those rare friends. We met, 7 years ago while our hubbies were in college. Our girls, became fast friends. This is one of those even more special relationships where the husbands get along, share interests, and are friends, as well as the kids.

The end of college brought a big move for them, and visits are way to far in between. Tonight, our kids saw each other for the first time in 3 years. How great is it that it was like they had never left each others sides.

They laughed, played, and as I type this- there are still giggles coming from the room where they are supposed to be sleeping. I don’t have the heart to be strict with them. They leave again tomorrow, flying out to see family. They will be back for another night at the end of next week.

The husbands are downstairs, reading a script together.

Us moms, well, we gave up and have retreated to our respective beds. Reluctantly, I might add.

How I treasure these times, these friends.

PS: I went out and purchased Just Dance for my Wii today. I’m thinking about joining in the Dance Your Bloggy Off competition……hmmmm, I’ll keep thinking.

If nothing else, its a VERY fun game to play.

Its that time of year again

2010-03-12T09:45:00.001-06:00

Time to break out the birthday candles.

Brainiac turns 8 one week from today. March 19th. I have some ideas for his gifts rolling around in my head. Just have to pick some.

As for his party, I have NO idea. I’m thinking a trip to the big arcade. I’m just not sure.

We don’t know enough people for parties around here, so we just pick something and do as a family and then have cake at home.

Bossman will be 3 on the 27th. This is one of the hard birthdays for me. I’ve never had a 3 year old and not had a baby. This is a new season of my life that’s for sure.

As for his gifts, I’m CLUELESS!!! I had the same trouble at Christmas. But, I am pretty sure that I want to take him to the zoo on his birthday. He’s never been, and I think he’ll love it.

How do birthdays run in your house? Are they simplified or big productions?

(Any ideas for a 3 year old boy who likes everything, but doesn’t care to play with much??)

Thawing Out!

2010-03-11T17:18:00.001-06:00

Finally, finally! Spring is Springing! As much as I normally love winter, this has been a long hard one. I’m looking forward to the signs of life that are starting to spring up all over.

The dogwood trees are starting to bloom, the sun is rising earlier, the temps are starting to rise.

I wore a sleeveless shirt today!

AND

I broke out my awesome Nicole Miller Sandals for the first time this season!

YAY! Happy almost spring!!!

Wordless Wednesday

2010-03-10T08:24:00.001-06:00

Letting Go

2010-03-09T14:51:00.002-06:00

September 28 2009.

The day my life changed forever.

I got a phone call from my brother saying “I’m sitting here looking at the first picture of your first niece or nephew”

I screamed. Loud. I cried. I was so happy. I have waited for this for SO long. It was my dream, cousins for my kids to enjoy, little ones to spoil and send home to their mom and dad.

I hated living in Texas while my brother was in Colorado. I wanted to be able to touch the belly and see it grow with my own eyes. But thankfully, Facebook is an awesome tool and I was able to watch her grow through pictures. They called him Piglet.

They came and visited for Thanksgiving

I got to see the bump in person. I loved it.

Just a week later, the news came. It was hard, but we hoped.

JoJo bought the first gift for Sam.

It was the only thing I had for a while. I was scared to hope to much.

Then another call. M had been admitted to the hospital. The doctor didn’t see the markers the first doctor had seen. In fact, she saw a healthy brain. Hope swelled.

And I started buying:

I have all his things packed in a box in my bedroom. I plan on donating them to a local NICU. When I’m ready.

I’m not ready.

I’m working on letting go. Letting go of the dreams in my head of cousins and nephews. Those dreams have to wait for now. This is so not what I thought becoming an aunt would be like. But its the cards we were dealt. I grieve. I grieve with my brother and sister in law. I grieve the loss of the relationship I so looked forward to.

I will be passing on Sam’s things.

When I’m ready.

However, I will be holding on to this, forever and always.

They called him Piglet.

Things I love #6

2010-03-03T08:00:00.000-06:00

Shoes. Oh Shoes. How I love thee. Yes that is my foot, yes that is really a Jimmy Choo. No, they did not come home with me, but how pretty!?

I hate clothes shopping, being overweight it just downright sucks. Especially being short and overweight. Its so hard to find clothes that fit well, and are cute. But shoes! Oh, give me shoes. Shoes make or break an outfit. Shoes can set a mood so well. Feeling sexy? Feeling sporty? Feeling quiet? Shoes can take a pair of jeans and make them dressy.

I could go on forever. I. Love. Shoes.

Things I love #5

2010-03-02T08:00:00.000-06:00

Fake nails. My real nails are so brittle, and flakey, I started doing my own nails a few months ago, and I love it- I feel so much better about myself when I have them done.

Things I love #4

2010-03-01T08:00:00.000-06:00

My Friends.

I have some pretty awesome friends.

I couldn’t have made it through some very dark periods of my life without them. Such as this past week.

Things I love #3

2010-02-28T08:00:00.000-06:00

My phone. I named her Chloe. Chloe the Cliq.

I’m a texting fool. I’d rather text than talk (which is why I pay for unlimited texts but only 450 minutes)

She never leaves my side, she connects me to facebook, my friends, my email everything. Right at my fingertips. (Literally) She’s the first touch screen anything that I’ve owned, and while it took some time for me to get used to her, I love her to pieces now. Can’t imagine life without her. ;)

Things I love #2

2010-02-27T11:10:00.001-06:00

Makeup…..and my eyes.

This week.

2010-02-26T22:51:00.001-06:00

We laid Sam to rest today. It was the hardest day of my life so far, and I know that my pain pales in comparison to the pain of my brother and sister in law.

This week, to get the blog back into a better ‘emotional climate’ I am posting each day about something I love.

Starting tonight:

Fun Socks. I have quite an embarrassing collection of colorful, patterned socks. Why? White socks to me, are boring, and I don’t like wearing them. I look forward to picking out my socks in the mornings, and I’m constantly on the lookout for more.

I love my fun socks!

If I may

2010-02-23T10:46:00.001-06:00

I have some very specific prayer requests for the next few days:

* Safe travel for everyone involved. My brother and sister in law as they fly to Texas from Colorado. Sister in laws family as they travel from South Texas, Nebraska, Dallas area etc. My family as they travel from deep East Texas, Casanova and I as we travel to Abilene from Dallas.

* A comfortable ride for my dad. He is still recovering from back surgery, but my brother really needs his dad right now, and my dad needs to be there, so he will be enduring and going. Pray for a supernatural comfort to envelope him during the drive and after.

* Peace. For all involved. The past two days have been filled with anxiety attacks and nervousness for me. I am feeling far from peaceful. The emotional atmosphere is only going to get worse before it gets better. I need peace.

* An easy time for my kids. Diva especially is having a hard time with all this, she wants to go with us to the funeral, but we have decided that it would just be to much for the kids. JoJo will be staying here with the kids, so they will be in their own surroundings. I’m thinking we need to plan something fun for this weekend to decompress.

Thats all I can think of right now, I will be sure to edit if I think of any more.

I’m a control freak.

2010-02-22T07:54:00.001-06:00

When my life is spinning out of control, or there is something major going on in my life, I cling to the one thing I can control. My hair.

I present you with what photographic evidence I can come up with, I really need more pictures of myself.

Exhibit A:

This was me shortly before our big move two years ago. Long, dark brown hair (probably very close to my natural color- I think)

This was shortly after our move (like within a few weeks- I had a few inches cut off, but most of all, went blonde!!!

I cut it shorter and went back to brown when I lost a friendship that had been a major part of my life.

Not long after that, I went through a major depression and got it cut even shorter, and went back blonde. (I hate this picture of me, but I share nonetheless)

That was almost a year ago, since then, I have maintained my color for the most part, and just gotten normal trims. I grew my hair out (tried) for a long time, and then went and had some layers put in to give it depth blah, blah, blah.

I don’t have any pictures of the back of my hair recently, but it was an inch or so below my collar.

This is me and bossman at Christmas, you can see the layers, and all that.

So the other day, with all that was going on, we needed to go out. I didn’t want to go out, but it needed to be done. While we were out, I decided to take the plunge and get my haircut.

Here’s the results- I’m actually very pleased with, and think it will be a low maintenance style.

All that to say, I’m a control freak. I hate feeling out of control. So its in times like this, that I cling to the one thing I can control. My hair.

I want to know..

2010-02-19T11:49:00.001-06:00

Why the world hasn’t stopped.

Why do I still have laundry to do?

Why do the kids still have school?

Why am I still getting jokes forwarded to me?

Why are people making small talk with me?

but most of all:

I want to know, why?

PS: Samuel Evan was born into heaven at 4:47pm yesterday. He weighed 1lb 6oz and was 13 inches long. I’m glad it seems my sister in law’s labor wasn’t very prolonged.

Baby Sam

2010-02-18T11:07:00.001-06:00

Is with Jesus today.

Please pray for my sister in law as she delivers him today.

Pain

2010-02-17T08:16:00.001-06:00

This blog “came” to me very, very early this morning. (around 4am or so).

It may not make sense, it may be disjointed, but I figure, if it was so important that I lay awake thinking on the subject, I better write it out so that I can look back on it if needed.

People experience pain differently. The medical field has a pretty standard ruler for pain expression. Rate your pain on a scale of 1-10, 1 being the least amount of pain, and 10 being the worst. I was asked that question very recently when I went to the doctor. It doesn’t really make sense to me, because what may be a 2 to some may be an 8 to another.

I have a very high pain tolerance. Stinkerbell was born at home (on purpose), and I’ve never had an epidural. Until I had Bossman I really didn’t think labor was all that bad, yeah it hurt, but it was manageable. Then I got sick and had to be induced when I was pregnant with Bossman. I still didn’t get an epidural, but let me tell you now, if you don’t already know, Pitocin is hell.

I lived my life for about 7 months this past year with my pain level at a 7. Daily. It was exhausting. I stopped eating meat, and my daily pain level has dropped to about a 3 on a good day, 5 on a bad one. My pain isn’t gone, but there has been enough of an improvement that I doubt I will ever eat meat again.

Right now, I am sick. I have a raging sinus infection. I got a shot Monday night, am on heavy antibiotic therapy, etc. I am still in pain. Monday, I rated my pain as a 6. I woke up this morning at an 8. It hurts so bad, I can’t even wear my glasses, that pressure on my nose is to much.

So that’s physical pain. What about emotional pain? To me, emotional pain is more excruciating than physical pain. You can’t pop a pill and take care of a heartache.

Sunday, I was dealt a crippling emotional blow. It blew the top off that 1-10 scale. I didn’t know such pain was even possible. I’m not prepared to share just yet. I’m sort of in that denial stage. If I ignore it, maybe it wont’ be real. I will talk about it soon, just not now.

For now, I’m in pain.

Post-It Note Tuesday…

2010-02-16T08:05:00.002-06:00

Because I don’t have energy for anything else today.

Frosty Friday

2010-02-12T07:50:00.001-06:00

The wordless Wednesday explanation is still coming, but I’m busy today.

Busy enjoying this scene with my kids:

Me and My Babies…

2010-02-11T18:08:00.001-06:00

School is out tomorrow. Happy Snow day! Stay warm!

I was…

2010-02-11T10:25:00.001-06:00

Going to write today and tell you the story behind yesterday’s wordless Wednesday.

That will have to wait until tomorrow.

Instead, I want to show you what we woke up to this morning:

I live in Texas. Dallas area to be exact.

They say this is only the beginning, that this afternoon we’ll be getting more- up to 6”.

Kids are still in school though. The weather man keeps saying things are going to get rough as early as this afternoon. I may send Casanova to pick them up early. We’ll see.

As for me:

I am cozied up in my chair in the corner with everything I need

Bonnie {Blue}, Coffee, and my new phone (which has not been named, she’s hip, trendy and smart so I’m open for suggestions)

PS: yikes, look at those nails, I might take advantage of the snow, put in a movie and give myself a manicure!

Happy Snow Day!

Wordless Wednesday

2010-02-10T07:50:00.001-06:00

Post-It Note Tuesday

2010-02-09T08:16:00.002-06:00

Super Random Edition.

By now, you should know the drill. Head on over to Supah’s to join in all the fun!

OH YEAH!!!!!

2010-02-07T21:33:00.001-06:00

That’s what I’m talking about!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Way to Geaux SAINTS!!!!!!!

(bossman wants to be a coach apparently)

Who Dat!

2010-02-07T19:23:00.001-06:00

This posting was postponed by the WOW beginning of the 2nd half. But here is the promised picture.

Guilt

2010-02-06T08:00:00.000-06:00

Do you suffer from it?

You know what I’m talking about. That nagging feeling, the one that tells you that you aren’t quite up to par.

I’m talking about the dreaded Mom Guilt.

I think all moms do to some extent.

My question is, how do you handle it? Do you give in to it? Let it drag you down?

Or do you grab the truths from it, if there are any to be found, and move on?

Or do you dwell on it, or maybe ignore it.

What’s the root of it? Do we do it to ourselves? Is it ‘media’ driven. Magazines with glossy covers and perfect “You can do it too!” perfect birthday cakes, little girls with perfect hair, and clean! little boys.

I’m a perfectionist by nature. So I know that I inflict a lot of the guilt on myself. I used to have an “all or nothing” mentality. Thankfully I have grown past that and have chosen to embrace the mom that I am. I know that I’m doing the best I can, my kids are well adjusted, clean most of the time (is a 2 year old every really clean? I swear even right after bathtime he’s sticky again) healthy, fed and clothed.

What about you? What’s your take on the subject?

Mini Before and afters

2010-02-05T08:02:00.000-06:00

I have to confess, I had a much grander post planned for this big reveal. I was going to show you my favorite parts of my bedroom, and why I love it so.

Today however, I had a sick child home with strep throat (Diva).

I felt slightly overwhelmed trying to organize this school term.

Needed to catch up on missed sleep due to Bossman waking up crying last night.

Got a phone call that rocked my world a little bit.

So, I will give you this little taste, a peek if you will. My bed. What it looked like before:

See the old 70’s style headboard? Under the duvet is a red and gold comforter. It worked perfectly together. But a year or so ago I started changing our room. The duvet and shams I borrowed from JoJo until I could afford what I wanted.

Are you ready?

Really ready?

This

my bed

now:

Yeah baby! I will have to take a better, more flattering picture. But that ugly headboard? I recovered it. Yep, 1 hour, 1 rainy afternoon, 4 yards of fabric, a staple gun and me. Walla. The bedding? I adored it for a long time. Didn’t adore the $250 price tag. I was cleaning out my favorites the other day and came back across it. Only now, it was on clearance. for $90. In the words of Carrie Bradshaw- Helllo Lover!

So there you have it. A little sneak peak of my boudoir. I promise soon, I will use the better camera and take pics of the rest of the room, so you can get an idea of it all put together. Ooh, or maybe a video- a vlog. Hmmm, might have to think about that one.

Bonnie {Blue}

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I know she’s not a Mac, we put that off until next year when we won’t be on such a tight budget. But she’s mine, bought and paid for, and she’s pretty :)

PS: Stay tuned tomorrow for before and afters of my bedroom! My new bedding came in today and I’m in LOVE!

Welcome!

2010-02-03T08:53:00.001-06:00

I have had several new people stop by the blog the past few days, and let me just say, thank you for stopping! Pull up a chair and stay a while. I have been a little absent lately, but I am working on getting back in the swing of things.

For you newbies, or those of you who would like a refresher, you can get aquainted with my kids here.

You can also read about why I changed my name at the ripe old age of 28.

You can read about my journey of 30 before 30.

And finally, and most important. Even if you don’t read anything else. Please go read about Sam.

Again, thank you very much for stopping by, I hope you stick around and let me get to know you!

Monday Musings

2010-02-01T07:48:00.001-06:00

So I was hoping this post would include a picture of my new furniture.

But the huge 7ft tall armoir is still taking up half of the living room even though it was supposed to be picked up Friday. As a result, my living room is still in complete disarray.

I was also hoping that this post would include a picture of my new computer.

But I can’t figure out how to get the media card reader to work. (guess what I DIDN’T get?!) *sigh*

Oh, but I can show you the 7ft tall armoir that is taking up half my living room and making things seem crowded with the new stuff. Wanna see what it looks like?

There ya go. Its an old picture, but it shows you what I’m trying so hard to get rid of. There was a time that I loved it, then my tasted changed, and it would have cost a lot to repair and restore to match my new things. And Casanova decided he had to have a flat screen, and it wouldn’t fit. And we were NOT trying to get this big sucker upstairs.

Keeping Brainiac home today. He woke up Saturday with pink eye, and he is having problems with his Asthma. Inhaler isn’t working, cough meds aren’t working, and he was up most of the night having coughing fits lasting 20-30 minutes. So he gets to stay home, lounge on the new couch and play Xbox 360. Lucky kid.

I am excited for this week. Tomorrow Casanova’s Saints Jersey will be here. Something he has waited years for. I always told him, the day the Saints go to the Super Bowl will be the day I spend money on a Jersey. Well, as you all know, the Saints are going to the Super Bowl, so he’s getting his jersey.

Wednesday my new bedding set will be here. I am going to work on getting my bedroom all spic and span and pretty, and smelling nice, Wednesday I will be re-covering my headboard, so that my bed gets a makeover all at once. I’m SO excited about it. Its another makeover that’s been a couple years in the making.

I will post pictures soon. Promise. Just wanted to let you know I’m still alive and kickin’

Hope you all had an awesome weekend!

Family

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Click to make bigger.

This photo was taken the weekend after Thanksgiving, my brother and his wife had come down to Texas to visit her family, in our metro area. Family from back in East Texas made the drive up where we all met at a mall and spent a great Saturday together. This was just a few short weeks before we got the news about Sam.

Oh, the fuddy duddies who didn’t make the trip (because they were working, or whatever---just kidding) are:

My other brother. And his girl. I like her too. She looks after my little sister for me and does stuff with her I would if I lived close by.

There are so many more of us. My moms parents, my moms siblings, cousins etc.

But this is my family. I miss them. I need to see them soon. Its been to long.

Blog love Shout Out!

2010-01-24T07:54:00.001-06:00

So there’s this girl. Her name is Kimber. She’s super cool!

Reasons why I like her:

1- She was my first follower!

2- She likes fluer de lis. ( I have a love affair with them)

3- She takes awesome pictures

4- She loves twilight.

5- She comments on almost all of my posts.

If you haven’t met Kimber yet, get your fanny over to her blog and check it out!

She’ll make you laugh, she’ll make you think, and she’ll make you want to come back for more!

Home {filthy} home…

2010-01-23T12:37:00.000-06:00

I am ashamed to admit, but I will for purposes of being honest on the blog, that during the months (and I do mean months) of feeling bad, I straightened up my house, but that’s it. No deep cleaning, no scrubbing, and I fell dreadfully behind on laundry.

Regardless there are things in my home that make me smile every time I see them. Like this sign I got at Ross for $3. Its hung right above our shoe basket, just inside our front door. Its the perfect, charming accent for my beach cottage themed living room. Yes we live in Texas, yes my children and husband have never seen the ocean, but I have. I have lived on both coasts. I love the ocean. I miss the ocean. I want to visit soon.

Or this, my plate wall. I still have 3 plates waiting for me to remember hangers when I’m at the store, they will fill the empty space to the upper right. The majority of the plates have come from thrift stores, none cost more than $2. The set of 4 floral plates actually came off Craigslist, and as far as I can tell, could date as early as the 1920’s. I love this wall.

And this, this is what greets me in the mornings by my coffee pot. My hair was darker then huh? Have I ever mentioned how much I love that man?

He has stood by me during the dark months, even with the filthy house.

Maybe one day I will show you my bedroom. When/If it gets clean.

I’ve spent the last few days trying to play “catch up” now that I’m feeling better. I wish I could chunk it all out and start over, but then I remember. These things? They make me happy.

So I clean.

This Girl…

2010-01-22T08:00:00.000-06:00

Is growing up. Before my eyes. I am working on a huge surprise for her.

You see, right now, Diva and Stinkerbell share a room. As Diva gets older, the age difference, and different personalities has made that very difficult.

JoJo is moving out. Going back to her little one bedroom apartment. This frees up a bedroom here. The plan is to send Diva to MiMi D’s one Saturday while JoJo and I completely transform the bedroom into a pre-teen paradise.

She doesn’t know it yet of course, but I asked her opinion on some bedding for a “friend” one day and she picked out this:

She wants zebra size up though, thats what she saw. She doesn’t know she picked it out for herself. :) I’m sneaky like that.

I’ve already started picking up accessories, like a sign at Ross that says “you can never have to many friends….or shoes”

I can’t wait for the big reveal! I love that she’s going to have a space to call her own, to write or be mopey on her mopey days. (yes she has them already! Lord help me!)

So any suggestions on any Must-haves for her room?

a new cd-player and at least one new cd is already on my list. The girl is all about music. What about storage? Any hints on where to find fun yet functional storage?

I’ll be sure to post before/after and reaction photos when the time comes!

Anger

2010-01-21T09:04:00.001-06:00

A few years ago I delved deep into my genealogy. It was interesting, to say the least, and I discovered that I have from my dads side Irish, and Cherokee Indian, from my moms side Irish, Italian and a little bit of German.

(my daddy and his parents at my brother’s wedding)

This post doesn’t have much to do with bloodlines though, other than the fact that if you look at the stereotypes for my heritage(s) I should have a pretty raging temper.

I don’t. Oh, but I get angry. Very Angry.

It just takes a long time for me to get there.

I have a very slow burning fuse, but when I get angry, everyone knows.

Its not a fact I’m proud of, and it is something I am working on.

I am dealing with anger now. It has nothing to do with anything anyone did.

In fact, its not the slow burning fuse kind at all. I am having a hard time dealing with/expressing this anger.

Which is probably obvious from the ramblings of this entry.

When I first heard about Samuel, I cried. And cried, and cried and cried. Then I prayed, I still pray, I haven’t stopped.

We were shopping the other day and I saw an “I love my auntie” bib.

And then I got mad. That’s where I am now. Mad.

Its not fair! And of course it seems every day I see a new “I’m pregnant” announcement. I want to be happy for them, I am, but its not fair!

My brother and sister in law want this baby so bad, they have prayed over this baby for months. I screamed and yelled when I got the call that they were pregnant. I was over the moon excited! For the past 10 years I dreamed of the day that my brothers and sister would start procreating, cousins playing together, spoiling nieces and nephews. I couldn’t wait.

Its not over, I know its not over. I know that we serve a God of miracles, and that little Sammy could be fine. But I also know that God lets bad things happen to good people sometimes. I don’t understand why, but its true.

I am praying through my anger. I am praying that I will not hurt anyone with my anger, and that my anger will not turn me bitter. I am also praying that everything will be fine, the doctors will be wrong, and in a few months I’ll be driving north to meet my first nephew to spoil him rotten with gifts and kisses. Aunts and Uncles are special people.

My brother R with Stinkerbell. In the background is S, the daddy-to-be.

Weighty Wednesday

2010-01-20T11:02:00.001-06:00

Blah. Is all I have to say.

Back up to starting weight. I don’t know why. I have cut out all sodas and am drinking water only. I feel as if I live in the bathroom to prove it.

I know that I shouldn’t expect to see the results I’m used to seeing until I get back in the gym, but it doesn’t keep me from being frustrated.

However, I’m moving onward, I’m not giving up. I’m doing this!

Week 1- 254.2

Week 2- 252.2

Week 3- 253.4

Week 4- 254.2

Mini Me goal- Lose 10 pounds (10 pounds to go)

Mini-Me reward- Real manicure in a salon- not the store bought glue on’s that I’ve been doing for months

Veggie Update

2010-01-19T08:32:00.001-06:00

So, its been about a month now since I had meat. I can without a doubt tell you that it has made a world of difference! I have SO much more energy, I’m able to stay awake at night and actually participate in the adult wind down time rather than going to bed with the kids.

As far as the difference its made in my fibro, I still have some pain, but no where NEAR as bad as it was before. I have had more good days this month than bad ones, and I can’t remember the last time I could say that.

On another note, I’m crazily working on end of term projects for school, and should be back to my regular posting by Wednesday.

Last Night

2010-01-16T08:51:00.001-06:00

Casanova and I got to have a “take two” date for our Anniversary. See, we just celebrated 10 years of marriage on November 27, we were broke that weekend (right after T’giving") but we were going to go to JoJo’s apartment and stay the night and watch movies and still celebrate.

Well, that was during my bad spell where I was just so sick all the time for no known reason. We still went. He had a migraine that ended up making him sick. We still went. We were over there for a few hours and I just broke down crying. I wanted to come home. I was tired, I didn’t feel good, I wanted to be home in my surroundings, and in my bed.

And I did, came home and went straight to bed. So our anniversary date kinda flopped.

Then Christmas and New Year, and chaos. Last night was the first night we had the opportunity to get away. JoJo kept the kids, and off we went. We went to Olive Garden, which is where we ate after our wedding. (we had an uber small ceremony and no reception) We even splurged and got dessert to share! Plus, I knew it would be easy for me to find something meatless to eat there. Afterwards we walked around Best Buy for a bit looking at things for our next big project (ooooo, what could it be??)

We were home fairly early, and then laid in bed watching The Proposal. During which, I promptly fell asleep. But it was a very nice evening. And a wonderful “take two” Certainly made up for the disaster that was our original anniversary date.

How about you? Any horrible dates with your spouse/bf/significant other?

Weighty Wednesday

2010-01-13T08:38:00.002-06:00

Soooooo, I could sit here and tell you how AF is visiting this week, so I’m more bloated than a blow fish. I could also tell you that with my grandpa in the hospital and finals looming, the stress got a bit overwhelming this week. I could tell you that its not my fault!

But I won’t.

I’m choosing to take full responsibility. I didn’t drink the water that I should have. I drank soda. Yes, caffeine free, but still- I should know better. I know from experience that when I am drinking sodas of any kind, I will not lose weight.

So anyway, on to the results:

Week 1- 254.2

Week 2- 252.2

Week 3- 253.4 *sigh*

Mini Me goal- Lose 10 pounds (9 pounds to go)

Mini-Me reward- Real manicure in a salon- not the store bought glue on’s that I’ve been doing for months!

Goals for this week

1- WATER WATER WATER

2- MOVE MOVE MOVE!

Head on over and see what the rest of the Sumo girls have been up to this week!

Post It Note Tuesday

2010-01-12T08:08:00.002-06:00

Since creative juices are staying far away from my brain these days, It will probably give me a headache trying to come up with something witty for these, but I don’t want to lose the small smattering of {awesome} followers that I have somehow accrued, so it is for you my friends, that I squeeze out the last bit of cohesive thought I have, because you deserve a post!

Also, don’t forget to head over to Supah’s and see who else is playing this week!

Without further ado…..

So there you have it. Grandpa is having a heart cath this morning, Baby Sam continues to make his presence known to my sister in law through crazy movements, and I have final projects due in a week. Happy Tuesday!

Don’t forget to visit Supah!!! Who is so determined to win the $20 gift card, I’m not even trying. Really, I’m not. lol!

Sassy!

2010-01-10T18:26:00.000-06:00

I can SEE!!!

My Grandpa

2010-01-08T23:25:00.003-06:00

My Grandpa:
* Snuck in late at night and fed me ice cream when I was a little girl
*Shared his coffee with me
*Always stuck up for me
*Loved me unconditionally.

*is laying in a hostital bed 200 miles away tonight. I got the news about 10 my time that he was going in to the hospital. Looks as though it may be his heart.
I appreciate your prayers! He's a tough old man, and I love him.

F-F-F-F-Freezing!

2010-01-08T08:02:00.001-06:00

Its in the teens this morning. In Texas. With wind chills below zero. In Texas!

I don’t even own a coat.

I love the cold weather, but even this is pushing it for my liking.

I’ll try to come up with something witty and creative to post later, as of now, I’m throwing my clothes and blanket in the dryer full blast to try and stay warm!

TGIF!

30 before 30

2010-01-07T08:00:00.000-06:00

30 before 30

self-explanatory

Lose 100 pounds
transfer into nursing school
Go on a real family vacation
Go away for the weekend with Casanova.
Volunteer for a charity
RUN a 5k
Sing karaoke
Get a tattoo
Read 50 new books
Learn a new skill
Pad the savings account
Splurge on something totally for me
Go on a girls only road trip
Get all dressed up and go out to eat someplace fancy
Girls day out mani/pedi
Ride the shockwave at Six Flags
Get my cartilage pierced
Get some awesome photos of me taken- after losing 100 pounds
Have an all adult hooky day- movies, PJ's and junk food.
Be well along in the process to repair credit/buy a house.
Learn how to change a tire on my car.
Watch all the movies nominated for Best Picture (Oscar) in '10 and '11
Get 100 followers on my blog
Get up early and go watch Kidd Kraddick in the morning when someone good is visiting.
Re-do our headboard
Make a wish list of 10 things I want to own under $100 and buy them over a period of time before I turn 30. Those little things especially, like apothecary jars and decorative things I don't' usually spend money on.
Buy something special for Casanova “just because” when he least expects it.
Use snail mail 5 times to encourage someone.
Learn to drive a standard.
Have an awesome huge 30^th birthday bash!

I turn 30 in 21 months. I better get started!

Weighty Wednesday

2010-01-06T07:51:00.002-06:00

Its that time again. Already. Time to step on the dreaded scale. I have avoided it this week, hid it under the bathroom sink. Out of sight, out of mind.

I have (as you can see in yesterday’s post it note Tuesday post) still struggling with the Dr Pepper issue, but its getting better. I’m going a day or two in between hits.

So here are this week’s goals

1. Finally kick the habit once and for all.

2. Get some form of actual exercise in- even if its using my stairs as a stair stepper.

As for this morning's weight…..well.

Week 1 Weigh in- 254.2

Week 2 Weigh in- 252.2 woot!

Mini-Me goal- Lose 10 pounds. (8 pounds to go)

Mini-Me reward- Real manicure in a salon- not the store bought glue on’s that I’ve been doing for months!

Head on over and see what the rest of the Sumo girls have been up to this week!

Post it Note Tuesday

2010-01-05T09:23:00.002-06:00

I have seen these posts for a few weeks, but always thought they were more complicated than they are. Since now I know they are so easy (since I’m so lazy) I think I’ll try my hand!

Head on over to Supah’s to see more Post it note Tuesdays!

I could be wrong…

2010-01-05T08:15:00.000-06:00

and if so, forgive me. However, I have to get this off my chest.

I am a member of 3 different Freecycle groups across the city.

And while most of the posts are fine, there are a few that brush me a wrong way.

“Wanted:Blueray player”

“Wanted: Ipod or Itouch”

“Wanted: Rockband for Wii”

“Wanted: Couch” with a body that reads- I’m remodeling my house, and my old couch just doesn’t work anymore. Looking for a new couch, please send pictures, must be in like new condition.

Seriously???? Are you freaking kidding me? The phrase- “it never hurts to ask” only goes so far!

While I love freecycle and being able to get rid of my stuff, and occasionally finding a great deal, I do think that it highlights the greedy nature of people sometimes.

Thoughts? Are you on your local Freecycle list? Have you seen anything like what I mentioned?

Today…

2010-01-04T07:38:00.001-06:00

Today as I sent my kids off to school after the two week break- I miss them. Ask me again in late July after they have been out two months.

Today, I woke up energized and ready to whip this house back in shape after the chaos that was the holiday vacation. Ask me again in two hours when I’m tired and cranky from dealing with a very stubborn 2 year old.

Today, I woke up resolute to not drink the rest of the Dr Pepper that is sitting in the fridge, one glass a day can’t be doing that much to keep my headache at bay, so no more for me. Ask me again this afternoon, when the no-caffeine headache is raging full force.

Today I am faced with catching up on schoolwork, but excited and refreshed from the break. Ask me again tomorrow night before my deadline when I’m stressing and freaking out.

What are you doing today?

For no other reason except that posts are boring without pictures. :)

Out with the old..In with the new. Take 2

2010-01-03T08:00:00.000-06:00

Yesterday I talked to you about cars.

Today I talk to you about computers.

I am buying myself a new laptop.

I have drooled over macs for some time.

Is now the time?

What do you think? Mac or no Mac?

Why? or Why not?

Out with the old….in with the new.- take 1

2010-01-02T08:00:00.000-06:00

I will be making a couple of very large purchases this month, or at the very latest, early next month. I would say we, but no, these purchases will be largely mine, and I get 98% of the say so in the decision making.

Purchase #1 A BRAND NEW (to me) CAR!!!!

We will more than likely be buying used. It needs to be large enough to fit 6 people.

Here’s my short list of possibilities.

Ford Explorer- 2002 or newer.

The in laws would love this. Father in law works for Ford- has for many many years.

2002 and newer has the option of a third row of seats. We’ve looked at many that have this.

I like the idea of an SUV. Feels sportier and more “fun” than a minivan. Downside- gas mileage.

Nisaan Quest- Newer body style (04? or newer)

Simply put- Casanova was in a car wreck in May of 05. Our rental car was a Nisaan Quest. I fell in love.

Lastly- a Dodge Grand Caravan

Because of the new body style, I’m thinking we might be able to find a great deal on a newer (07 or 08) model van, maybe even with extra bells and whistles.

Down side- takes me right back into minivan land, and I am just not sure I want to go there.

So I turn to you my bloggy friends- do any of you have either of these three? Love/hate?

Another vehicle for me to consider?

Tomorrow I will bring to you my second purchase decision.

Happy NEW Year!

2010-01-01T08:00:00.000-06:00

I love New Year Day! It is so fresh and hopeful. Then January 2nd comes. And its all down hill from there.

Just kidding. Kinda.

My goal for 2010 is to make this my best year later. We have lived in the city for over a year, and haven’t taken advantage of it. We haven’t really put down roots. I figure, since Casanova just put in for two promotions at work, its about time we do so. Looks like we won’t be going back home anytime soon.

Happy New Year everyone! Lets make this one count!

Baby Sam

2009-12-31T13:28:00.002-06:00

For those of you new to my blog, you might notice the Prayers for Samuel button on the left. Samuel is my un-born nephew. They found out at what was supposed to be the "big" ultrasound that Sam has markers for Trisomy 18 or 13. He is not expected to make it to term.

This was the beginning of December. Sam is still holding in there, and we’re still flooding the gates of heaven with our prayers. Samuel is my brother and sister in laws first baby, and we are all over the moon excited.

Please cover our family in your prayers. I am sharing what I can while still protecting their privacy and time to grieve. You may leave me a comment with questions, or notes for them and I will do my best to answer questions, or pass along encouragement.

We’re trying to spread the news of Baby Sam as far as we can to get as many people praying as possible. I believe in miracles!

Resolutions Part 2

2009-12-31T08:00:00.000-06:00

A couple of days ago, I shared with you what I AM going to do in 2010. Now I’d like to share what I’m NOT going to do.

1- I am NOT going to stress over every little thing. Sometimes being a perfectionist is great, other times…..not so much.

2- I am NOT going to let a day go by without making sure my children know how much they mean to me. To often I’m caught up in to-do lists and crazy schedules, I forget to take time for the important things.

3- I am NOT going to continue to view Casanova only as “daddy”. I married the man for a reason. I think its time to remember why, and remember that he is husband first.

So what about you? What are you NOT going to do this year?

Weighty Wednesday

2009-12-30T08:00:00.001-06:00

So I have already mentioned that I’m participating with Skinny Chicks in Sumo Suits.

And that I’m having a slow start. I decided that the year so kindly wraps up at the end of this week, that at the beginning of next, I can really start dedicating myself.

I have already started taking baby steps.

1.- I have cut WAY back on soda. A two liter of Dr Pepper sat in my kitchen un-opened for three days!!! Once it was opened, Casanova drank most of it.

2- I have started watching my portions. I’m not gorging myself on food- I’m only eating when I’m hungry, and all that jazz.

I’m trying to move more around the house, and hopefully if I start feeling better I can start doing some at home exercises. We’ll be signing up for 24 hour fitness very very soon! I will have my own car in about a months time, so it will be drop the kids off at school and head to the gym to sweat. so hopefully these numbers will fall down down down down down!

Week 1 Weigh In (please don’t judge!)- 254.2

Mini-Me goal- Lose 10 pounds. (10 pounds to go)

Mini-Me reward- Real manicure in a salon- not the store bought glue on’s that I’ve been doing for months!

Resolutions…part 1

2009-12-29T08:00:00.001-06:00

With the new year fast approaching. (where did 09 go?!)

I have spent some time thinking about things I want to do different in the new year.

1. Get healthy. Yes its been discouraging to go to doctor after doctor only to hear, we can’t find anything wrong. Well, there is something not right, I haven’t been the same since we got the flu. The jury is still out on the vegetarian thing.

2. Spend more time for me. I look at 08 and every other week I had a girls night out. I would tuck the kids in and head out with friends. They never even knew I was gone unless they woke up and needed something, then Casanova was more than adept in dealing with it. 09 came, and I stopped going. Don’t really know why. I was less stressed when I got out more and had fun. I was a better mom.

3. Family time. Game night, movie night. Once a week, family night. ‘nuff said.

4. Find a church. The kids are missing it. They miss church, We never put a lot of energy into finding a church home up here. We need to now.

5. Keep the house cleaner/more organized. The beginning of the school year, I had the kids clothes laid out a week in advance. Since being sick, we’re digging through the dryer, trying to find socks, and the kids often go to school with two different socks on their feet. (its winter- they are wearing boots, it doesn’t really matter!) It was much less stressful to have everything ready and in a line in the mornings.

So there are my top 5 goals for 2010. What are yours?

Stay tuned for part 2 coming up soon.

Don’t Monkey around!! Or do…

2009-12-28T08:00:00.000-06:00

I have previously mentioned my sister.

I have mentioned the fact that we live far away from her.

A few weeks ago, her and I were texting back and forth and she jokingly said she adopted us a monkey named Pedro. We went back and forth on that for a while and I decided that I had Pedro’s twin Juan. Don’t ask me….we’re silly girls.

Fast forward a few weeks, and Christmas is here. I found two little adorable stuffed monkeys. I gave her Juan, and I kept Pedro.

The plan was that she would take pics of Juan in fun situations and I would take pics of Pedro and we’d post them on Facebook and still feel close.

Well now I have a problem. These are my pictures:

These are her pictures:

I’ve so been outdone! I need ideas of some cool things to do with Pedro the Monkey.

Leave me a comment!

Where’s the beef?!

2009-12-27T08:00:00.001-06:00

During my mom’s visit she stated that she has gone vegetarian. I thought she’d gone off the deep end.

But she explained that she had been feeling like I was. Constant pain, fatigue etc.

And since she stopped eating meat, all that has gone away.

She said it took about two weeks for her to feel a change. I decided I can do anything for two weeks. So meatless I am. We shall see.

It hasn’t been to hard so far. Except for Christmas Eve when everyone was noshing on Hoagie Sandwiches. But I stuck to it. When I say I will do anything to feel better….I mean it.

Christmas passed…

2009-12-26T09:45:00.001-06:00

The day after Christmas. I’m sitting here listening to the air mattress be deflated, the coffee brewing, a few still sleeping, and the lazy arousing of this Saturday morning.

With such a large family, we usually trade off holidays, the in laws get Thanksgiving, my family gets 4th of July and Easter. But come Christmas- everyone wants a piece.

Since moving away from ‘home’ its been extra complicated to make sure there is enough of us to go around. This year my parents and siblings came up on Monday/Tuesday. We spent Christmas eve with friends, and Christmas day the in laws came up. It was a crazy whirlwind week, and I’ve loved every minute of it.

Except maybe that part. The mess! I’m sure I’ll be picking up twist ties long into 2010. I think they multiply.

I think the kids were happy with everything they got.

We had a white Christmas. In Texas. Dallas. Seriously.

And Diva grew up before my eyes.

Hope everyone had an awesome Christmas!

Still alive

2009-12-24T09:20:00.001-06:00

Its been a crazy week!

Family coming in Monday/Tuesday for an early Christmas.

Cleaning for the next wave of family/Christmas tomorrow.

So forgive me if I remain a little MIA. But I did want to pop in and say- Merry Christmas everyone!!!!

My one and only

2009-12-20T08:00:00.000-06:00

This is my baby sister.

I miss her. I hate living so far away from her.

The kids miss her too. When we lived back east, she was at our house several days a week. She’s 14 years younger than me. She’s also my only sister. Yes, there are 6 of us. But we’re the only girls. We have 4 brothers.

I get to see her tomorrow. My parents and 3 of my siblings are coming up to see us for a little Christmas celebration.

Can I just tell you how giddy with excitement this makes me?

It’s why I love him

2009-12-19T08:00:00.000-06:00

I love Christmas. I do. I love decorating. Most of my house is glitzy- sparkles, glitter, lights.

My kitchen though, that’s where I put the fun things. My decorations in there are brightly colored, and well, fun!

It fits with the rest of the year too. My favorite kitchen decor year round is vitage, retro, bright.

The other night, Casanova went to a Christmas party where there was a gift exchange. He had an opportunity to ‘steal’ a $25 Best Buy gift card.

Instead, he came home with this. For me.

Its a cookie jar. I love it. And I love that man!

What’s in a name?

2009-12-18T08:00:00.000-06:00

I love names. Names were my favorite part of my pregnancies. If there was a job, naming babies, it would be my dream job. Casanova is ‘fixed’ yet still I know what I would name any future babies.

I had my rules when naming babies too. Neither of the names could start with the first letter of our last name. I also poured over variations of the names we chose making sure that if someone shortened it or created a nickname, I could live with it. But I digress, I was a bit….anal, when it came to naming our children.

This is probably because I don’t like my given name. My first name is a nickname. I spent my entire life correcting people, and explaining that no, my name really is. I’ve even gotten into arguments with doctors offices about it. For that matter, people who I have known for YEARS act surprised when they find out that my name, really is my name.

Now my middle name- I LOVE. I LOVE my middle name. Its pretty, its mature, it looks nice in writing. I think I was about 10 when I asked my parents the first time to allow me to go by my middle name. They refused saying “That’s not what we named you.” I never understood it- two of my brothers go by their middle names, I still don’t see what the difference is.

But for the past 18 years I have toyed with the idea, gone back and forth. But recently I decided to take the plunge. I’m an adult now, so I can decide. We’re also fairly new to our geographical area. I’m not asking people I have known for years to change what they call me- but to anyone new I meet now, I introduce myself, “Hi! I’m Lynette”

JoJo bought this for me this year to symbolize my first year of being me.

I love it! Its glitzy, and glam.

I’m happy with my choice.

Blog Love-shout out!

2009-12-17T07:42:00.001-06:00

I wish I kept better track of where I found certain blogs, but I don’t. Can’t- I read so many. But I found this mama through SITS (I THINK).

If you are THAT mom like me- and wait until the last possible second to get out of bed to prep the kids for school in the morning- you might be a tad rushed. And if you are THAT mom like me, and have a girl (or two) you may be tempted to just do ponytails, half ponytails, or headbands. Blah! Diva usually sports a headband, and Stinkerbell has a huge array of bows. Yes, accessories are cute- but fun hairstyles are so much cuter!

When I came across this blog, I figured the styles would be difficult and time consuming. Nothing could be farther than the truth! They are quick, easy and fun!

Yesterday, I time tested a couple hairstyles, to see if they fit realistically into our school mornings. I’m sure that it helped that the girls were SO excited to get a “cute hair-do” that they literally flew out of bed and threw their clothes on while brushing their teeth at the same time.

The camera batteries died before I got pictures of Diva, but here is how Stinkerbell went off to school yesterday…

Yes, its far from perfect, and actually a failed attempt at a style from the site, lol but it still looks cute. If I could find the perfect recipe to keep my 5 year old’s head straight when I’m fixing her hair, it would be awesome!

If you are a mama of girls, go now. Go to this mama’s blog and get lost in twists, and curls, and braids and buns and cuteness! (not just the hair either!)

{Word}less Wednesday

2009-12-15T19:13:00.001-06:00

Dear Santa

2009-12-15T07:34:00.001-06:00

The other day while cleaning I came across a piece of paper on the floor. Not unheard of with four kids in the house. It had child writing on it, again not unheard of. Normally in my mommy state of mind I toss these without a second glance.

I’m glad I took the time to stop and read this one.

Brainiac had very clearly, and creatively written his letter to Santa. Allow my to translate.

To Santa Clause

From Brainiac

Insert drawing of DSi logo here

Dear Santa,

I want a DSi

insert drawing of DSi here along with the “click” of the camera

for Christmas

(Badly!)

(Pleeeeeeease!?)

Sicerily,

Brainiac

I found this adorable, because I know my son. His attention to detail (including the camera on the drawing, and an almost exact rendering of the logo) and his writing warm my heart.

I hope he won’t be to disappointed not to find a DSi in his stocking. He and I recently had a discussion since his birthday is in March, that Casanova and I will chip in some, he can sell his DS lite, and use his birthday money from grandparents to buy a brand new DSi. Apparently he wrote to Santa because he’s a tad impatient and figured he was his last shot at getting once for Christmas!